Friday, January 27, 2012

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I miss you! Yes, I do, I miss you so much that sometimes I cannot fall asleep at night. I think about you every day, and I keep you in my prayers every time I say one. It has been a long time since the last time I saw you, things changed, you moved on. I live thousands of miles away, but I still feel what you go through in your life. 
I miss you when something really good happens, because I want to share it with you. I miss you when I am sad or worried about something, because there is no one else who understands me so well. I miss you when I am happy, when I laugh, when I am sad and I cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time!!! I miss you when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other. Those were some of the best times in my life.



I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid. I am afraid that you don't want to hear me say anything. So, I don't. But inside of me there are so many words I wanna say, waiting to come out, and tell you how I feel, how I miss you, and how I love you despite my broken heart... And how I need you in my life. But those words may forever stay in my heart ... locked inside ... Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you as well ... but I will never know ... 

Love,

Kristina