I have been a little down the last few days. I, honestly, cannot figure out what causes it, but I have been really sad. I am proud of staying happy and doing my best to enjoy the things I do.
I was talking to a really dear friend of mine today who has been having difficulties in his love life, and it made me think a lot about my life, goals, future, etc ... thinking about those things made me re-check with my consciousness, and I got a little happier. I got to remember lots of things that are important in this life, I kinda put my priorities in place if that makes sense. Anyway, it was an interesting experience. I don't really know how to explain it.
The most interesting part of it was that it made me think about my love life and what I have been up to these past few months. And it made me think of the love of my life, the guy who will take me to the temple one of those days. I don't know who he is, but I know I love him with all of my heart. I remember when I was in Young Women they had us write a letter to our future husband, I was a little girl, but I think my letter was pretty cool, I said: "I don't know who you are, but I love you more than anyone else in this world. I look forward to cooking you meals and doing your laundry. I cannot wait to just cuddle with you on a couch in front of TV on Friday nights, and talk about everything and nothing. I look forward to growing old with you and holding your hand when we are old and wrinkly. It just sounds soooooooooo good. I am SO in love with you! Please, be good and make good choices till I meet you, and I will do the same". I think it is the cutest letter ever, and the best part of it that I still feel the same way. I love the guy that I will marry SO very much. I look forward to meeting him. Thinking about that moment makes me SO happy!
I also watched this lil video today, it totally made tears come to my eyes. It is super cute and a little sad, but I love it!
Enjoy
Love you all <3
