Thursday, February 3, 2011

Sick ...

I have been blogging lots within the last few days. That what happens when I am sick or heart broken or both, haha ...
Today was a good day, I did not get much done cause I am sick. I had to go to the Health Center in the morning to get my blood drawn ... I went in my pjs ... something I'd never do at home, haha. They drew six tubes of blood ... Royal Ukrainian blood ... Now I have a big bruise on my arm ... somehow, every time a girl draws blood from me I get bruises (besides the one time my sister did it, she was good) ... maybe I just should ask for male phlebotomist next time, haha ... My test results will be ready by Friday ... I am kinda scared cause if they are bad again ... I will have to make a trip home to get everything taken care of ... No offense, but American doctors are horrible with diagnosing ... and the treatment of the illnesses that do not require surgeries suck as well ... At home I'd have an opportunity to be seen by every specialist. I will be able to have all the possible tests and know for sure what is broken. And I wont get deep in debt for doing that. It is amazing! =))) 
Anyway, at least I know I am not going to die any time soon, so, that is good, right?
I did go to work for a few hours, just cause I need to work, I need dineros ... unfortunately, my sick days are not paid for. I have been feeling so weak that I just want to sleep the whole day... I mean I am very stressed and sad and I usually lose my sleep over it, but because I am sick I have had no problems sleeping which is kinda nice. Though, excessive sleep is never good.
In the evening my friend Gallia convinced me to go to the temple, even though I did not feel like it. It turned out to be a really good experience, I love the temple! We had a blast ...
I finally got my Victoria's Secret package, yay! I had to send the other one back cause the clothes were too big for me, I had to exchange Small for Extra Small. American sizes are so flattering, I am beginning to like it, haha. Now I have my really comfy and warm dress and a pair of sexy pants. I am happy :))))))
I found a really good quote that I really like:
"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense". - Ralph Waldo Emerson. I like how it says that you'll begin your tomorrow "serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense" ... My old nonsense wont matter tomorrow. It is going to be a great day. Lots of amazing things are going to happen tomorrow regardless ;)))))

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